Nightmares: Asleep and Awake

I had a nightmare about Kelsey dying. I dreamt that Mama and Michael took her to the vet for a check up, and they found she had something terminal and put her down. We were planning on going on a trip the next day, and Mama and Michael still intended to go. I was crying and refused to go unless they got me another Border Collie to console me. Mama said, "No more dogs." Michael said, "I know it's hard on you, but she was just a dog." And I just continued crying. Then I woke up. Then I went to look for Mama to tell her about my dream, but she had gone out running errands. So I made a cup of tea and worked on some homework while watching the Notre Dame - Army game. I started going through some photos. I found some of Brandy that are just gorgeous. I really miss her. It still hurts so much to not have her with me here on Earth. My angel watches me, but I just want to hold her. And so I started sobbing.